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Alright, I need some serious advice. When I fell in love with Tori & Dean, I fell in love with Tori Spelling's hair cut. Should I do Tori's cut or keep it long?? I am having a dilemma because I have been growing my hair for QUITE some time now and I like it long, but I feel like it just doesn't do anything for me and I am kind of bored with it...help! (Sorry to cramp your friends page but this calls for some answers!)

My hair now...




Tori's hair...




Yes/No?

It's almost Christmas!! I'm so excited, you have no idea. I can't wait to give everyone their presents!! :)

( Last )

( Saturday, 12-16-06... )

P.S. The new Fall Out Boy song sounds like it should be on the latest NSync CD.

"This Ain't A Scene, It's a Goddamn Arms Race Disgrace."

http://music.islandrecords.com/www2/av_player/AVPlayer.php?av_asset_id=11424&pid=2414&cms_site_id=127&av_type_id=1

Soooo...Lance Bass from NSync is gay.

http://tv.msn.com/tv/article.aspx?news=228739>1=7703

...like we didn't already know ;o)




Oh, and why do people go to Denny's on their first date? Have you ever done that? I've seen people do that. And in this song? They do that. whaddafuck, explain.

Warped Tour was mucho grande.

And mucho fun!! So look at my goddamn pictures...and appreciate them...because this took forever =)

( Images I imagined with pretty imagery…meeeeansyouandme! )

Merry Christmas, lovelies!

MILLIONS of pictures...as I promised, are linked below.

( WARPED TOUR IS FOR COOOOOOOOOOL KIDS!! )

Today I went to the mall with my sister so she could get a dress for her 8th grade winter ball. She got one. I got a James Dean calendar for my bedroom, it's on my wall. We came home. We went to Borders and I found a magazine called "HARP" and to my amazement, Conor Oberst was on the cover and I had to buy it...so I did...and I bought the "Take It Easy (Love Nothing)" EP...because I was in that kind of mood...so it was a Conor Oberst day. The magazine says CONOR OBERST IS AN ANOMALY. True. If I ever had more respect for a person in the world than I do for Conor Oberst, man, this world would be a different place. Haha. I'm such a spaz but I fucking love the guy. Anyway, I'll post some pictures or whatever later. I'll go get something to eat now and leave you with this because it is beautiful.

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Now I do as I please and lie through my teeth.
Someone might get hurt but it won't be me.
I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free and a little bit empty.
No it isn't so hard to get close to me.
There will be no arguments.
We will always agree.
And I will try and be kind when I ask you to leave.
We will both take it easy.
But if you stay too long inside my memory,
I will trap you in a song tied to a melody,
and I will keep you there so you can't bother me...

Tomorrow is OPENING NIGHT, you know you want to be there...

Go see Logan's production of RUMORS by Neil Simon!!!

(For those of you who are wondering what it's about, it's a comedy about a dinner party gone horribly wrong...it's really funny, I swear.)

Thursday (TOMORROW, 11/18) @ 7:00pm

Friday (11/19) @ 7:00pm

Saturday (11/20) 7:00pm

Sunday (11/21) @ 2:00pm

All tickets for all shows are $7.

Doors open half an hour before the show begins.

The show lasts for about 2 hours.

Cast includes (in order of appearance)  : Laurie Len Magers, Phil Vallejo, Jessica Stanley, Cary Agtane, Jynelle Sumera, Neil Quintilla, Monique Valdespino (AKA ME), Eric Westcott, Alex Smith, & Dawn Brew.

BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!!!! =oP

If you're on my friends list it's because I really like you and I think you're cool.  If you're not on my friends list, want to be, and think there's a chance I might add you, leave me a message and I'll make that decision. <b>THANKS.</b>

I feel a-stranged from all my friends, I feel the diss-connection. I guess I don't need them. When they're around, they'll criticize about my happiness. It makes me hurt inside. Overcoming all my fears. Constantly criticized by all my peers. I don't want you around me anymore.

Find someone else to be your friend, leave me alone.

Leave me alone. My friends suck because they don't understand that they're hurting me inside.

Okay, I've come to the conclusion that most of the people who have claimed to be my friends---are not.

The show today was fun but we left after Minus Vince (who were really good, btw) because we had some shit to do and we wanted to walk. So we walked back to my house; it only took like an hour. So me & Ashleigh had a nice talk.

SO anyway, the point is, I'm making a fucking HUGE friends cut. Don't be too offended if I don't keep you, it just means that I don't want you on my friends list. So...uh...I guess comment if you give a shit.

Well I'm waiting for Ashleigh to get out of the shower so I can take my own shower and get dressed and go to the show at 3:00.

We went and saw The Village last night and I warn you...IT SUCKS A BIG ONE. BIG BIG BIG SUCK OF A MOVIE. DON'T WASTE YOUR NINE DOLLARS...BECAUSE IT SUCKS!

Blah.

So we went to the mall yesterday. I'll write about the whole thing and post pictures later.

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Go to the show at Cesar Chavez Park today.

Minus Vince, Issue 10, & Shrinkage.

3871 Smith St. Union City, CA 94587

Starts at 3:00, should be over by 7.

We'll be there, so hopefully we'll see you there!

Well, I think she's out of the shower now...peace homies.

OH...and the show is FREE. =)

So last night I laid on my bed with the lights off and had ALOT of candles lit. I drew things and wrote in my notebook and listened to The Holiday EP (Brand New) and no, it's not Christmas music...well, one song is. But I bet you don't have the CD. That's right, bizznatch, I bet you don't.

It's actually a pretty depressing CD. Which is sad. But The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot, at some point in my life, has been my favorite song. Even though we all know that now, Waste Of Paint by Bright Eyes is. *duh*. But that song's still my #2. It's really pretty acoustic. *sigh* I'm ranting. But I can rant...right? I got all dressed today and didn't have anywhere to go but my garage. Blah. Tomorrow will be a better day. Now I shall go and be emo in my room, rather than here.

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand.

Well Jenn's a flake. She didn't call me at all today so I fucked around playing bass really fucking loud in the garage for 4 hours. Fun shit, yo. I learned how to play Private Eye. *dancedancedance* ...which isn't that much of an accomplishment because it's not that hard...meh. Oh well. Then I played our songs for a fuck of a long time and sang the words like a jackass. The neighbors probably laughed. It's weird singing & playing shit I've written because I remember where I was and what/who it was about when I wrote it. Maybe it's just me.

So tomorrow I guess I'll probably go to the mall with Ash & Em and go to the movies or some shit...but I don't wanna blow my $20 on a movie. BLAH. Oh well. What the hell else am I gunna spend it on?

Horoscope for Gemini 30 Jul 2004

Someone is trying to pull the wool over your eyes, and if you're gullible, it may cost you. Don't put limitations on yourself. You should consider submitting some of your written work for publication.

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So today was cool. I got up at 8:30 & got dressed. Left at 10 to go to San Rafael. We picked up Irma and my mom went to her business meeting. Then we went to lunch and sat outside and I got sunburned on my left arm. Damn white skin.

So then we left to go drop Irma off in Alameda. They stopped at some store and I sat in the car and listened to music. Then we dropped Irma off and stayed there until like 5:30. BLAH.

So I got to Ashleigh's house at 6:00 and we hung out until 7:00 at Em's. Then we went to eMocha and Geoff met us there. That place is fuckin cool. I like it. Go there.

We got back to Ashleigh's at 8:15 and had to avoid Joseph so we turned off her light and lit candles and listened to No Reason. Then Geoff came over at like 9:15 and we fucked around and watched The Simple Life and played guitar. Then at 9:45 Emily came back from the gym and we went driving around. We drove to Bay Street and listened to hella loud rap music. It was fun. Then we went to Bay St. Coffee and got Jones Sodas and sat outside until they kicked us out. We had a kick ass talk. It was mostly Ash talking to Geoff & me talking to Em but then we all joined eachother's conversation and it was cool. I fuckin missed Geoff too, I hadn't seen my homie in DAYS.

We left there at 11:00 cuz they were putting the chairs away & shit. Then we drove by the AFP practice space but nobody was there so we left and Em dropped me off. Sow now I'm here listening to Taking Back Sunday and that didn't take as long as I thought it'd take to type. Cool.

Just who do you think you are? Who did you call to get this? Is it who I think it is? I swear to god, I'm gunna kill him. You always knew it was on purpose. "What's the point if it don't serve it's purpose?" ...I never made a scene.